Opposition

You know when you begin to more forward, you get confronted with opposition.

You don't necessarily need to even act yet. Just the thought is enough to stir up emotions, doubts, worries. Opposition will come the moment of conception. With the ideas you have.

This is why I strongly believe you act immediately and write your experience when receiving inspiration.

If you can remember how you felt. And move forward with the strength and power you had that helped you conceive that idea, you will move a lot quicker, and with less getting in your way!

Well, I also strongly believe that if you start to slow down in any way, you begin to move backwards. And evidences of the past show up, or doubts start to creep in.

Every now and then, I get exhausted and claim to want a break. When I'm moving upwards in my life, It can sometimes be overwhelming when you slow down and the Opposition attacks.

And I am Totally Human!! I have slowed down at times and have been attacked. And I have had to fight battles that I could have potentially avoided.

Today I woke up before my kids and my husband. Which was awesome!

Since having my baby, I have claimed my time to recover and renew myself.

Yet, I felt I needed to kick myself into gear with some recent inspiration.

I did so. But I've been moving slowly, hat I was seeing EVERY. LITTLE. PROBLEM. that came into my life. And dramatized it!

Even the smallest thing, such as, clean clothes falling on the floor that i now must re-wash, and I don't have the energy to accomplish said task!

It was ridiculous... and I noticed it.

But the more and more I picked out the tiny problems and dramatized them, the bigger the problems literally got.

My 2 year old boy has been potty training along side his 3 year old brother. And today, he got a tiny bit distracted in our bathroom.

He must have spent an extra 30 seconds in the bathroom, and got interested in my jewelry.

He took the entire case of rings, earings, necklaces, and bracelets, and dumped them into the toilet, in which he just went potty, and forgot to flush.

Along side the pizza he was eating, and my plant that was on the sink.

I found it all compiled inside the toilet.

There's no need to dramatize this..

I had my moment to cry. And recollect myself, and cry some more, and recollected myself. And then attempting to fish for all my sentimental jewelry, I began to cry some more!

When I retrieved all my jewelry from the toilet, I went to the bathtub to clean everything off.

A few pieces in, I found my first wedding ring that we replaced a year ago. I held onto it for sentimental reasons, and began cleaning it off.

In less that 2 seconds of cleaning, the ring slipped from my hands and went straight into the drain.

I quickly turned off the water and cried.

Jamon came in, and I told him what happened. He, being the understanding, handsome, masculine husband I have been blessed with, heads down to the basement and disassembled the pipes to search for my ring.

And he came upstairs EVEN MORE handsome than the first time he walked in!! He was holding my ring, and had the sexiest grin on his face!

I finished cleaning all my sentimental pieces of jewelry, and threw away the rest.

Opposition is in all things. Thats just the beauty of this life.

Its how we choose to face opposition that creates our reality.